Its been long

Hola ppl,

My gosh its been a few months that i havent even posted anything on this blog..how sad is that..Oh well the past few months have been good..had a good time in malaysia...im still enjoying my malaysian food which u dont get in Auckland.ehhe.im have been spending time with my fly and also frens n not forgetting my man.I cant believe im gonna leave soon..going bck 2 broing auckland.haih.but well atleast i get 2 c my frens bck there n also to complete my degree.Im hoping this will be my final year in NZ...n then im coming home!!!i dont care!!had enuf!ehhehe...i mean NZ is a good place but its a just bit lonely over there....its just not home...but i still thank God tht he put me over there as not many people get the chance to go overseas.

Anyway to cut the story short,yesterday my sisn her frens threw a party for Val.well all i can is that it was fun because of on big drama between cas n lave and aslo val n cyn.Cas was not really talking to lave due to some problem and because of that cas was only talking to sam..but at the end it was all ok.cas started talking 2 lave n me...but not to val n cyn...haih...so much for the drama...n on the other hand, one punjabi guy got drunk...he was puking,lying on the floor,acting like a mad cow n so on lah...he even made bala jealous by putting his aroubd lave's shoulders.poor lave...she was soo shocked with the whole incident..ehehe....but its all ok now...i wonder what happpend 2 kiran or whatever his name is...hehehe.

oh n sam was trying to win jon bck but i dunno whether jon was interested in getting bck with sam...so poor sam is frustated i guess n she is not sure whether to confront jon...welll i guess its better for sam n jon to move on....they r still young n have a long way 2 go...hp they find their find right partner at the right time.=)

Well tomoro im going out with my sis n hoping to meet dan..i miss him sooo much....he has been soo busy with studuies...i donno whter he misses me as much as i do....hmmmm....anyway i guess this is all for now...will keep u all posted...till then take care and God bless=)

love
del

gotta be kidding

No way this is happening...or maybe its yes way!!i cant believe i have feelings for tht fren of mine...ok he issssssss sooooooo nice...gr8 guy....n we like each other now bt....hows this gonna work...i dunno wat my future is like..i mean he seems like the type of guy tht i want...n is he the 1???....haih....well i will find more wen i get bck...bt at this moment i cnt seem 2 get him out off my head....looks like fallen for him.....should i give it a shot wen i get bck....never expected this though...i can now only rely on God for an answer...n lord i need u 2 let u asap...i mean i dunn wanna miss this chance too...coz honestly he seems like he noes how 2 treat a gal well...me going crazy nw...will have 2 keep praying n hp i get an answer soon!

Days are nearer

Yooo blog...back to updating this blog before its turns to out be a dead blog.haha..oh well good to be bck wirting and cant believe time is flying so fast...im just two weeks away from finishing my sem and also heading home 2 Kl...ahhhhh....just cant wait though...i so need a break...tired of doing assignments and all....hmmmm....niway things have been ok so far for me....just feeling more tired and a bit lonely too...i guess im already homesick...just need more people around me i guess...oh guess what i met this new guy fren though...never really imagine tht sum1 will just cum popping in like tht...but i believe God noes who 2 bring at the right time...it was funny how i was thinking this morning as i was taking the lift of how i cant seem 2 forget the past...and i guess i realised that i have no 1 in my life to talk 2...n make me feel occopuied...but u noe wat God is so gr8 tht he actually gave me a new fren...not that im interested in him but jsut a good guy fren tht i can confide too...as for rship i guess im not ready coz its no point getting hurt again rite??enuf of that...plus im still young...so i have alot of time to discover wht i reallly need in my life and also to focus on my goals...so for nw its not the right time for me 2 fall in love...i rather not make the same mistake and i rather just enjoy my singlehood life until the time comes....

So i really thank God for what he has done...even bringing me this new fren to brighten my day and he seems ncie too...i hp he will be a good fren always....nice to make new frens...it keeps u going too..=)well me gotta go...im sigining off now....cheers=)

The big treat!

Yayyyy i cant wait 2 go home....ok i noe its still 4 weeks time but still....hahahah...cant wait 2 c my family and frens....cant wait to enjoy the malaysian lifestyle....oh n guess what my sis is giving me a big bday treat...ahhahaha...from manicure,to tony romas,watching a movie n of course taking pictures.hahaha..of course we cn do more but we cant do too many things in 1 day right...hehehehe...well sumthing to look forward too...hmmm....

The ohter thing is that im waiting for the langkawi trip....must be alot of fun....n my uncle from US is cumg down with his wife....so would be glad to meet her as well.....i guess this holiday will be much better....My uncle from sinagopre is planning a trip down 2 Kl....so nice of him n his wife to come down....hahaha he is planning to come down on the 12 of nov...so dat i willable to recover from the jet lagged...i guess i need that.....hmmm...but i cant wait for my nasi lemak,roti chanai...briyani and of course many more.....so lord pls help me to finsih all my assingments....n hp im able to do well.....=)

cheers=)

Will it mend bck?

Well im back again writing on this blog.latest news so far...well i called my good guy fren frm Kl and we had a good chat.sharing about all the good memories that he my sis,me and his bro had wen i was in Kl...i guess last year was a good year esp near christmas..4 of us were so close..he n my sis were damn close too although my fren al couldnt get her as he was with sum1 else.However it was jsut soo cool at tht time...we shared alot of stuff...called each other all the time....as for his bro...well he was my so called bf...things were gr8 bck then...4 of us being 2 gether was jsut so perfect..we were always there for each other..we had alot of similarities...i remember the boys coming to my place for christmas...me n my sis were so excited..hahaha..i still remember they were wet in the rain...poor guys...but of course we gave them gr8 hospitality...hehehe...n the food was good...wat a gr8 day n nite it was...all we wanted to do was to care for them on show them that we truly loved them.This is waht i was talking to al...but then we were saying how things have changed...everything is ripped in to peices..i n al still talked...his bro of course left me without saying goodbye or any other reason(dumped me for tht matter)...n al n my sis...oh well they have got their own issues although i believe they still love each other deep down inside..i dunoo its just complicated situation...sometimes i wish i could turn bck the clock but i noe i dun have the power 2 do tht...sometimes i ever wonder whether its gonna be like this forever or will there be a change or will it be like before...i reeallly dunooo...sumtimes i hp things get better...i hp we cn all go back 2 square 1....4 of us were united but now we are divided.Now the only question is will we be united back again or will 4 of us remain being divided for the rest of our lives??I can only hope a miracle..

busy busy

Oh well bck blogging again...hmmm...assigments r cumg up n now i have 2 really study..how boring but alleast it keeps me going.had a good weekand...saw 3 movies...eagle eye,babylon a.d, nbunny house..sat was heroo;s farewell...what a good guy although he is quiet n doesnt talk much.haha.probably he feels uneasy 2 speak in english...but wat a gentleman...kind n humble...we should have more guys like tht.hahahha...pizza plc dat we went was nice...had a good time...pizza's were yummy.hhahah.2 day(sunday) is sooo boring...just doing assingments.hahaha...well thts how a student life iis...hehehehe...2moro another long week....me just counting the days 2 get bck....hmmm....gona go bck n just refresh myself..need a break...hehe.i guess i will stop here n shall write more later on...so tada=)

Is it ever after???

Hey there,

had a boring and draggy day 2 day...but its good that i manage 2 talk 2 my fren bck in Kl...nice to hear from here althought kinda sad of wht she had to tell me...as usual its about guys!yeah guys!!cant believe tht guy she was wit was being such a cow...i guess most guys r like that.It just reminds me of what happend 2 me in the past.....it reminds me of all of my stupid ex bfs who treated me like shit...esp the last guy...what was he thinking???not even giving me a stupid reason...guys r stupid sometimes...they dont think before doin sumthing...they dont appreciate the good things around them...all they think is about themselves..jerks!!I guess all this expriences has taught me alot of things...God has shown me mamy important aspects that i should noe and be aware off..Although we go thru alot of pain but at the end of the day we become more wiser than all those who have hurts us...we become more independent..we become stronger...Sometimes i realises we dont need guys in our lives...they are not everything...they are not even man enuf...i think sumtimes we are even better than them....When would 1 relationship actually last???maybe 1 or 2 might last but what about the rest???y r ppl just fooling around...letting go of sumting so precious so easily...wat a crazy world we live in!!But even all this that is happening i think God can still bring something gr8 at the end..anything is possible through jesus christ..maybe there will be somebody out there who will be different from the rest...maybe he can give us the best treatment that any gurl deserves...As long as that guy cums along and if he doesnt mess up then maybe our rhsip will be ever after....thats wat i deserve..=)