Last week

My gosh i cant believe this is the last week of my sem...time is flying damn fast lah...just have 2 weeks more 2 finish all my assignemnts...then im free...hahaha...for 1month...hahah...then my last sem in NZ...i soo cant wait for 2nd sem to start...i hope i will be busy during tht second sem...i rather keep myself busy then have nothing to do...coz when u have nothing else to do thats when u feel lonely and depressed and also feel hopeless...so i rather be busy...ehhe..

I havent beeen feeling to well for this week...came down with sore throat but thank God im feeling much better now..need to get started on my assignments..sis just called me earlier and she is having lots of fun in brisbane and soon Gold coast...sooo nice..wish i could have gone too but i guess i will a chance next time...i might go alone or maybe with my family or maybe with my frens...who noes...God will surely find a way for me to ge there if i want too..ahha...

Other than that..everything is ok although im hoping for sitautions to turn around...like in the area of relationship...well all i can do is just pray for the best...no 1 knows what im going through each day...Only God knows everthing..sometimes expressing to people can help a bit but it wont entirely solve ur problem...all we gotta do is just to leave our troubles to the lord coz he can handle anything..as for us, it doesnt work that way because we are only human...Sometimes i wish that person knows how i feel,how im hurt and sad about the whole situation..but i dunno whether that person is aware of it...I can only hope and pray that God will open his eyes to see what is happening and to take action before its too late...Sometimes once they loose something precious in life is when they regret but wats the point...its too late...the door has been closed...So i dont want this person to regret later on...i guess thats y he is still holding on to it becoz he knows if he lets go now he may not be able to have that special gift bck again.As for now he has just misplaced that gift and he just cant seem to find it...or he doesnt want to search for it.So all he needs to do is to keep searching for it until he finds it...if not it will be lost forever...

So God i hope that u will show him the way and i Hope tht u will let him find me bck before its too late...but i know how both us will hold on coz we r meant for each other...=)

this is all i have to say...phew...finally i get to pour out whateva thats in my heart...

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