gotta be kidding

No way this is happening...or maybe its yes way!!i cant believe i have feelings for tht fren of mine...ok he issssssss sooooooo nice...gr8 guy....n we like each other now bt....hows this gonna work...i dunno wat my future is like..i mean he seems like the type of guy tht i want...n is he the 1???....haih....well i will find more wen i get bck...bt at this moment i cnt seem 2 get him out off my head....looks like fallen for him.....should i give it a shot wen i get bck....never expected this though...i can now only rely on God for an answer...n lord i need u 2 let u asap...i mean i dunn wanna miss this chance too...coz honestly he seems like he noes how 2 treat a gal well...me going crazy nw...will have 2 keep praying n hp i get an answer soon!

Days are nearer

Yooo blog...back to updating this blog before its turns to out be a dead blog.haha..oh well good to be bck wirting and cant believe time is flying so fast...im just two weeks away from finishing my sem and also heading home 2 Kl...ahhhhh....just cant wait though...i so need a break...tired of doing assignments and all....hmmmm....niway things have been ok so far for me....just feeling more tired and a bit lonely too...i guess im already homesick...just need more people around me i guess...oh guess what i met this new guy fren though...never really imagine tht sum1 will just cum popping in like tht...but i believe God noes who 2 bring at the right time...it was funny how i was thinking this morning as i was taking the lift of how i cant seem 2 forget the past...and i guess i realised that i have no 1 in my life to talk 2...n make me feel occopuied...but u noe wat God is so gr8 tht he actually gave me a new fren...not that im interested in him but jsut a good guy fren tht i can confide too...as for rship i guess im not ready coz its no point getting hurt again rite??enuf of that...plus im still young...so i have alot of time to discover wht i reallly need in my life and also to focus on my goals...so for nw its not the right time for me 2 fall in love...i rather not make the same mistake and i rather just enjoy my singlehood life until the time comes....

So i really thank God for what he has done...even bringing me this new fren to brighten my day and he seems ncie too...i hp he will be a good fren always....nice to make new frens...it keeps u going too..=)well me gotta go...im sigining off now....cheers=)

The big treat!

Yayyyy i cant wait 2 go home....ok i noe its still 4 weeks time but still....hahahah...cant wait 2 c my family and frens....cant wait to enjoy the malaysian lifestyle....oh n guess what my sis is giving me a big bday treat...ahhahaha...from manicure,to tony romas,watching a movie n of course taking pictures.hahaha..of course we cn do more but we cant do too many things in 1 day right...hehehehe...well sumthing to look forward too...hmmm....

The ohter thing is that im waiting for the langkawi trip....must be alot of fun....n my uncle from US is cumg down with his wife....so would be glad to meet her as well.....i guess this holiday will be much better....My uncle from sinagopre is planning a trip down 2 Kl....so nice of him n his wife to come down....hahaha he is planning to come down on the 12 of nov...so dat i willable to recover from the jet lagged...i guess i need that.....hmmm...but i cant wait for my nasi lemak,roti chanai...briyani and of course many more.....so lord pls help me to finsih all my assingments....n hp im able to do well.....=)

cheers=)

Will it mend bck?

Well im back again writing on this blog.latest news so far...well i called my good guy fren frm Kl and we had a good chat.sharing about all the good memories that he my sis,me and his bro had wen i was in Kl...i guess last year was a good year esp near christmas..4 of us were so close..he n my sis were damn close too although my fren al couldnt get her as he was with sum1 else.However it was jsut soo cool at tht time...we shared alot of stuff...called each other all the time....as for his bro...well he was my so called bf...things were gr8 bck then...4 of us being 2 gether was jsut so perfect..we were always there for each other..we had alot of similarities...i remember the boys coming to my place for christmas...me n my sis were so excited..hahaha..i still remember they were wet in the rain...poor guys...but of course we gave them gr8 hospitality...hehehe...n the food was good...wat a gr8 day n nite it was...all we wanted to do was to care for them on show them that we truly loved them.This is waht i was talking to al...but then we were saying how things have changed...everything is ripped in to peices..i n al still talked...his bro of course left me without saying goodbye or any other reason(dumped me for tht matter)...n al n my sis...oh well they have got their own issues although i believe they still love each other deep down inside..i dunoo its just complicated situation...sometimes i wish i could turn bck the clock but i noe i dun have the power 2 do tht...sometimes i ever wonder whether its gonna be like this forever or will there be a change or will it be like before...i reeallly dunooo...sumtimes i hp things get better...i hp we cn all go back 2 square 1....4 of us were united but now we are divided.Now the only question is will we be united back again or will 4 of us remain being divided for the rest of our lives??I can only hope a miracle..

busy busy

Oh well bck blogging again...hmmm...assigments r cumg up n now i have 2 really study..how boring but alleast it keeps me going.had a good weekand...saw 3 movies...eagle eye,babylon a.d, nbunny house..sat was heroo;s farewell...what a good guy although he is quiet n doesnt talk much.haha.probably he feels uneasy 2 speak in english...but wat a gentleman...kind n humble...we should have more guys like tht.hahahha...pizza plc dat we went was nice...had a good time...pizza's were yummy.hhahah.2 day(sunday) is sooo boring...just doing assingments.hahaha...well thts how a student life iis...hehehehe...2moro another long week....me just counting the days 2 get bck....hmmm....gona go bck n just refresh myself..need a break...hehe.i guess i will stop here n shall write more later on...so tada=)