gotta be kidding

No way this is happening...or maybe its yes way!!i cant believe i have feelings for tht fren of mine...ok he issssssss sooooooo nice...gr8 guy....n we like each other now bt....hows this gonna work...i dunno wat my future is like..i mean he seems like the type of guy tht i want...n is he the 1???....haih....well i will find more wen i get bck...bt at this moment i cnt seem 2 get him out off my head....looks like fallen for him.....should i give it a shot wen i get bck....never expected this though...i can now only rely on God for an answer...n lord i need u 2 let u asap...i mean i dunn wanna miss this chance too...coz honestly he seems like he noes how 2 treat a gal well...me going crazy nw...will have 2 keep praying n hp i get an answer soon!

Days are nearer

Yooo blog...back to updating this blog before its turns to out be a dead blog.haha..oh well good to be bck wirting and cant believe time is flying so fast...im just two weeks away from finishing my sem and also heading home 2 Kl...ahhhhh....just cant wait though...i so need a break...tired of doing assignments and all....hmmmm....niway things have been ok so far for me....just feeling more tired and a bit lonely too...i guess im already homesick...just need more people around me i guess...oh guess what i met this new guy fren though...never really imagine tht sum1 will just cum popping in like tht...but i believe God noes who 2 bring at the right time...it was funny how i was thinking this morning as i was taking the lift of how i cant seem 2 forget the past...and i guess i realised that i have no 1 in my life to talk 2...n make me feel occopuied...but u noe wat God is so gr8 tht he actually gave me a new fren...not that im interested in him but jsut a good guy fren tht i can confide too...as for rship i guess im not ready coz its no point getting hurt again rite??enuf of that...plus im still young...so i have alot of time to discover wht i reallly need in my life and also to focus on my goals...so for nw its not the right time for me 2 fall in love...i rather not make the same mistake and i rather just enjoy my singlehood life until the time comes....

So i really thank God for what he has done...even bringing me this new fren to brighten my day and he seems ncie too...i hp he will be a good fren always....nice to make new frens...it keeps u going too..=)well me gotta go...im sigining off now....cheers=)

The big treat!

Yayyyy i cant wait 2 go home....ok i noe its still 4 weeks time but still....hahahah...cant wait 2 c my family and frens....cant wait to enjoy the malaysian lifestyle....oh n guess what my sis is giving me a big bday treat...ahhahaha...from manicure,to tony romas,watching a movie n of course taking pictures.hahaha..of course we cn do more but we cant do too many things in 1 day right...hehehehe...well sumthing to look forward too...hmmm....

The ohter thing is that im waiting for the langkawi trip....must be alot of fun....n my uncle from US is cumg down with his wife....so would be glad to meet her as well.....i guess this holiday will be much better....My uncle from sinagopre is planning a trip down 2 Kl....so nice of him n his wife to come down....hahaha he is planning to come down on the 12 of nov...so dat i willable to recover from the jet lagged...i guess i need that.....hmmm...but i cant wait for my nasi lemak,roti chanai...briyani and of course many more.....so lord pls help me to finsih all my assingments....n hp im able to do well.....=)

cheers=)

Will it mend bck?

Well im back again writing on this blog.latest news so far...well i called my good guy fren frm Kl and we had a good chat.sharing about all the good memories that he my sis,me and his bro had wen i was in Kl...i guess last year was a good year esp near christmas..4 of us were so close..he n my sis were damn close too although my fren al couldnt get her as he was with sum1 else.However it was jsut soo cool at tht time...we shared alot of stuff...called each other all the time....as for his bro...well he was my so called bf...things were gr8 bck then...4 of us being 2 gether was jsut so perfect..we were always there for each other..we had alot of similarities...i remember the boys coming to my place for christmas...me n my sis were so excited..hahaha..i still remember they were wet in the rain...poor guys...but of course we gave them gr8 hospitality...hehehe...n the food was good...wat a gr8 day n nite it was...all we wanted to do was to care for them on show them that we truly loved them.This is waht i was talking to al...but then we were saying how things have changed...everything is ripped in to peices..i n al still talked...his bro of course left me without saying goodbye or any other reason(dumped me for tht matter)...n al n my sis...oh well they have got their own issues although i believe they still love each other deep down inside..i dunoo its just complicated situation...sometimes i wish i could turn bck the clock but i noe i dun have the power 2 do tht...sometimes i ever wonder whether its gonna be like this forever or will there be a change or will it be like before...i reeallly dunooo...sumtimes i hp things get better...i hp we cn all go back 2 square 1....4 of us were united but now we are divided.Now the only question is will we be united back again or will 4 of us remain being divided for the rest of our lives??I can only hope a miracle..

busy busy

Oh well bck blogging again...hmmm...assigments r cumg up n now i have 2 really study..how boring but alleast it keeps me going.had a good weekand...saw 3 movies...eagle eye,babylon a.d, nbunny house..sat was heroo;s farewell...what a good guy although he is quiet n doesnt talk much.haha.probably he feels uneasy 2 speak in english...but wat a gentleman...kind n humble...we should have more guys like tht.hahahha...pizza plc dat we went was nice...had a good time...pizza's were yummy.hhahah.2 day(sunday) is sooo boring...just doing assingments.hahaha...well thts how a student life iis...hehehehe...2moro another long week....me just counting the days 2 get bck....hmmm....gona go bck n just refresh myself..need a break...hehe.i guess i will stop here n shall write more later on...so tada=)

Is it ever after???

Hey there,

had a boring and draggy day 2 day...but its good that i manage 2 talk 2 my fren bck in Kl...nice to hear from here althought kinda sad of wht she had to tell me...as usual its about guys!yeah guys!!cant believe tht guy she was wit was being such a cow...i guess most guys r like that.It just reminds me of what happend 2 me in the past.....it reminds me of all of my stupid ex bfs who treated me like shit...esp the last guy...what was he thinking???not even giving me a stupid reason...guys r stupid sometimes...they dont think before doin sumthing...they dont appreciate the good things around them...all they think is about themselves..jerks!!I guess all this expriences has taught me alot of things...God has shown me mamy important aspects that i should noe and be aware off..Although we go thru alot of pain but at the end of the day we become more wiser than all those who have hurts us...we become more independent..we become stronger...Sometimes i realises we dont need guys in our lives...they are not everything...they are not even man enuf...i think sumtimes we are even better than them....When would 1 relationship actually last???maybe 1 or 2 might last but what about the rest???y r ppl just fooling around...letting go of sumting so precious so easily...wat a crazy world we live in!!But even all this that is happening i think God can still bring something gr8 at the end..anything is possible through jesus christ..maybe there will be somebody out there who will be different from the rest...maybe he can give us the best treatment that any gurl deserves...As long as that guy cums along and if he doesnt mess up then maybe our rhsip will be ever after....thats wat i deserve..=)

After break

yoo..

I had such a good break this time...wat a wonderful time i had with my frens..did so many things..the waiheke trip was awesome and it was such a beautiful day...so coool...n of course not forgettin my 21st bday...thanks to my frens for makin it happen...i even received alot of cool pressies which i didnt expect at all...God is gr8...i noe he will neva let me down no matter wat...my 21st bday was so nice n relaxing...lunch was good and my evening was soo nice as i got 2 spend time with roomie and my other close fren...i think this is wat i really like instead of having a grand party or going out clubbing...wat a waste of time n money... God made it memorable for me...just nice n simple...the 21st bday tht i had was just worth it..i still thank God for everthing tht he has done for me...eventhough i wished i was with my parents bck in Kl celebrating bt then its ok...God still made my bday wonderful esp with my close frens over here in NZ...i will neva forget this moment...will cherish this for the rest of my life...hmmm..

well now my break is over and this week seems to be such a drag...so lazy n bored...hehe..but oh well time is flying before i noe it, it will be time to go bck...cant wait for tht....oh n i might visit waiheke again soon...thts gonna be sooooo fun....=)

i guess will write more soon=)

my break so far

My break so far has been good but feel so tired...however my friends n i did alot of fun things...we watched a movie...had pearl milk tea..chocolate factory..mission bay(ice cream and fish n chips)...slyvia park...bought 1 item n soon waiheke island which is gonna be the best so far...how nice....oh well but soon or later is gonna end n i will be busy busy n busy....in nov will be good as we cn partyn i cn go bck home for more thn 3 months...which is sooo gr8...well i just hp i cn keep myself busy n hp the rest of the sem will be good...wohhooo...niway these r some pics..choco fac n misson bay...

short break(finally!!!)

Well Finally my 2 week break is coming up and i cant wait for this week to end.I have lots 2 do during my break..1st of all my roomie fren is cumg down frm japan and im so excited 2 meet her.Secondly my other fren's sister is cumg down frm japan as well.. but sadly its only a short trip...but who cares we still gonna have fun n make the most of it...we gonna do alot of stuff like hanging around auckland and maybe out of auckland...its gonna be lots of fun...my bday is cumg up 2...cant believe im gonna be 21 soon...time flies...21 years of my life have been so far a good experince..so many things that i have learnt in my life...but of course its not the end...i have more things 2 do..more things 2 learn about and bla bla bla.hahah...but yeah i guess its no big deal fr me turning 21...its just a number...but of course the day itself is significant as God brought me in to this world on that day...so yes i still have 2 have lots of fun on tht day....but seriously the age is no big deal...i should be sad tht im getting older now.hahahaha....wish i was still a teen or a baby..hehehe...

Well i guess i better stop babling as i have 2 start working on my assignment...arrgghh!!!till then will keep u all posted...i hp i have good hol...same 2 the rest out there...those having a break of course.mwahhaha...cheers
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Friends

A friend is somebody that God brings in our life for a purpose.These days we have all kinds of ppl from all over the world.Each friend has a different character in them.For me friends are people who are important to you and are there for u at times.A true friend is someone who would always be there for you no matter what the circumstances is.I dont have too many friends in my life but God has brought the certain amount of people in my life to be there for me during a certain stage.In my life there are some friends who i am still close till today and they are some who im not so close with or have lost contact with them.There is a reason to why these friends are no more in my life..Sometimes poeple change thier personality...sometimes we change..sumtimes some friends end up betraying us..there can be many reasons...Only God has all the answers.What is important is that those friends who God brought in my life are speacial to me..i will always be there for them as much as i can.I want the best for each fren of mine...and i want to see them being happy all the time..I try not to look down at their faults but to see the goodness in them.We are all weak in some way...we may have hurt each other but there is still room for forgiveness..I think we should just appreactiate each fren and respect them for who they are...By the way too all my friends out there, u all are very close to my heart..i wish u all the best in wateva u go and may God bless you abundently..Sorry if i have hurt you in any way...=)Most of all I thank God for being a true friend to me...he is the only one who i can call my bestest fren=)

About muah....

I dont really like to talk much about myself as i have pratically nothing much 2 say...oni God noes everything about me...He noes my weaknesses and my ablities..Well i could only say that i am good person,simple gurl...not a show off...hmm...i like 2 smile n make ppl happy...i love to encourage ppl as i feel this is one my purpose...I try not be judgemental as i think God has the right 2 judge each person..My family and friends are also important to me in my life.I think God has also brought them in to my life for a purpose.I have a wonderfu sister who truely loves me n is always there for me.I shall write more on my sis later on...of course i have two wonderful parents who have been there for me all the time...God has blessed me so much with good parents.Although sometimes we may have our own issues but we still we come together as a family...As for my peeps...i shall write more about that later...but I love each everyone of them who came in to my life....SOme may have not treated me the way i expected but some were there for me till today...I still thank God for that....of course there are some who are far away frm me...maybe in a different country or having a different life....but will still remember them always...I think God has blessed me so much in each area of my life...He has blessed me with education...i never expected to be in NZ....for your info i didnt really do well during my skool days...i just had a diffucult time...i thought i was always a failure...But God has proved me wrong...he has shown me that im capable in doing anything...Because of that he has given me a choice to do my degree in english language(not wat i considered doing wen i was younger)..proabbaly this is a good oppurtunity for me to teach english...i believe this is another purpose of mine...to help God's ppl...I dunno wat r my future plans but im just aiming for the best....Overall this is who i am....i believe there is more tell...maybe if u noe me better den u will noe who i am...ehhehe....but yeah my main aim is to be the best i can be....not just for myself but for GOD!!!im planning to fulfill whateva he has for me...=)I will stop here for now...shall post more later on...=)

Welcome

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Pls feel free to comment on my postings...would love 2 hear frm you....I will try to post as much as i can about my life and so on....hope what eva i write will be interesing to read.This is another good way for me to improve on my writing skills....=)

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